The cool, cool weather recently is tempting me to sleep.

But what the fuck hor, I came home yesterday, bathed, lie on the bed wanting to sleep, cannot sleep, call Fiona. Fiona sleeping -_- Then after we meet, we reach school, we call Yi Hao. He just woke up. Then we call Chernyu, he just woke up too -_- Wait for them. Hongjie reach. Also went home to sleep. Fuckers. All go home sleep then go back school for night study -_-

Night study kinda unfruitful la. At first got study, then Fiona and I went to make milo. When I put hot water, all that came out was afew drops la, then my milo look like ji bu sai (a pile of shit).

But well, it was full of laughter, and I think we disturbed the E1 kias. Hongjie act L -_- I was like telling Fiona stuff, then he was like, OOOH CLUES *scribbles* hello I'm L~


Today was kinda sianz too. Actually wanna pon school today, but 为了 Chemistry lesson, I decided to go. Physics is like listening to lullaby? Cos the subject like make me wanna sleep. Then POA teacher never come, we watched this movie, *whispers* The SECRET -_- Maths macham free period, we bitched about people. Lols. English, I don't have to elaborate. Anyway, today was seriously a waste of time la.

Arun say that I won't have children, so I told everybody, "I'm an impotent bitch la" Lols. Not funny -__-









They called Rachel, they called Lix, they called Yanrong, they called Xiang Yu. They even e-mailed Bongzz for interviews.

They didn't call me.

I'm really worried.

What if, all the dreams I've been having are coming true?
What if, they think I'm not up to their standard?
What if, what if, what if.

I really want this.
I'm one of the 5000 applicants.
I want to be one of the 500 selected applicants.

What if they really don't call me?





































NO WEIYING! THINK POSITIVE!

AFFIRMATIVE VIBES.
Yeahhh...

They'll call me.....
They'll call me.....




WHAT THE FUCK LAH. I CAN'T DO IT!
I KEEP THINKING NEGATIVE!

They think I'm not good enough.
Hmm.

FINE!
WEIYING, NOW YOU SHALL PIA YOUR O LEVEL REVISION!
10 POINTS FOR O LEVELS. OWN ALL THE FUCKING GUAI KIAS.



Sigh, someone comfort me.
I'm going emo.

Thanks to you people, I'm emo-ing.
Quick, call me so I can stop feeling emo.

SIGH. Nevergonnahappen.

Pia Prelims and O levels lor. Bo bian. If cannot depend on interest, depend on books. SIGH.
No more colours, just black & white.







POOF!
There goes my dream.




{EDIT}

Maybe I'll just hang on to that little teensy bit of hope until 7th August.
They might call me. Think positive. I hope they call me la.
14 more days... 2 more weeks...

Just hang on to that little bit of hope. Don't give up, Weiying. If they don't call you by 7th August, just let it go.

Let it all go....

{/EDIT}

3 more months, just 3 more months...
&, you can't really judge me by just looking at THIS photo.
I am NOT a nerd, for fuck's sake.


WEIYING

People just call me Yings. 15 this year, Damai Secondary School, Sec 4E4 (2007). Ex Taonanite, 6C'03. Birthday's on 1st January, don't forget! *hints* :D

Major procrastinator. I talk to myself, sometimes... Most of the time -__- And yes, I swear a lot, even when I drop a pen. *srhugs* I have a VERY short attention span, so... :D
I'm kinda brand-conscious, it's a bad habit, but who cares, LOL.I'm a very friendly person, make friends with me! I won't bite :)
I have a great passion for art & I wanna do Design in TP, hopefully.

I have the right NOT to entertain whatever you ask me about my blog, because it's MY blog. I write down my thoughts. Interrogating me, trying to get me to admit something I did NOT do, is showing no respect to me as a blogger, and as a person. You have no fucking right to interfere with my mind. HATE ME FOR ALL I CARE.

I still want to emphasise my point, which is,
THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG FOR FUCK'S SAKE!
Thank you.


My blog, my say.


Self definition is insufficient information.


Y/BANGBANGBANG!



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